The goals!

Hey everyone. I know a great woman said "Have a list a goals and work hard to get them done and if you get some done its all good because at least you will finish the other ones on your list one day." - That wuz me burches!
Is that time again to add new goals into this upcoming 2011-2012 school year which is the cycle i call a new year for me basically. I try to be as realistic as i can so i can make it more believable for me.
Goals.
0. Get my license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This July 2011
1. Lose 30 pounds as soon as possible shoot! 224-30= 194 ( like i said before, once i get out of that 200 zone then i feel safe to move on.)
2. Get all A's in my classes. ( yes, work hard this upcoming year to raise that GPA to a 3.0)
3. Get a raise at work in November of 2011
4. Meet more cool intellectual people at CSUN or anywhere else.
5. Make New York Happen for my sister and I for January 2-6, 2012.
6. Go to Europe this upcoming summer of 2012.
7. Keep on managing my money well
I count the zero because the natives did too. They invited it. I always say, its time for a change, and this time i mean it. I have to meet my goals with in these next 12 months and really this time do it good.
No more excuses. I have to do this in order for me to be happier and more satisfied with life.

Easier Life

So it has been a year since everything crazy last happened. I still cannot believe i went through such mess. Now life is a little better than before. I have a great job, great boyfriend, great education, and a great place to stay. Things with my family is really good and i seriously have everything that i have ever wanted. But having everything isn't always what will make you happy. So far since last year and the year before that and the year before that one, i am still struggling with my weight. Even when i have it all or if i don't my weight still sustains in the same ol' 225 pounds. It really has been very ridiculous that physically wise i haven't changed. I have a billions of reasons why i should lose those simple 60 pounds. I need to be healthier, i don't feel my best, i don't look my best, i want to be away from any diseases. Ugh! so much. I picture how my life would be if i would've just lose those tiny 60 pounds and believe me it looks great. i see myself more energized, less excuses, and more adventures. Sometimes i feel like i am hiding in a closet. I grew up overweight and i have always been overweight and as much as i tried and said that i will lose weight, i simply haven't. I cannot believe i will say this but i have literally tried it all. From pills to programs to counselors. It hasn't worked and it has gone way too long. I really need this to start working and i need to as soon as possible. i know that it takes time for me to see the results but i need to commit to this. I have been contradicting myself and even hurting people because i can't commit to it. This has gone way too long. I hate the fact that i am saying this now and then go grab chocolate, a frappaccino, or a candy the next few hours. Somethings gotta change and this change needs to start NOW. i am TIRED of it and i have said it before and before that time but what can i do when i say things and haven't dome anything about it? I do something about it. Life will only get harder if i keep on changing the date for my goal. This will change now!